Sunday, January 31, 2010

The biggest loser

I've been failing and I hate it. I can't seem to get myself back into my fitness goals. I feel so tired all the time. Everyday I say I'm going to get back into working out and eating well. It's just not happening.
Once I've eaten one cookie or treat. I think I've failed today so why not just go all out and eat even worse. I mean, Really bad. I must get back on track. I want to feel good. I want to be healthy. I want to make exercise and eating right a life long goal. Not just to lose weight.
I have to find a happy medium. I'm either eating really healthy and working out, Or I'm eating anything and everything in sight.
I must get back on track. I want to feel good. I need to go to the doctor. Something is off. I'm just too weak and tired all the time. It's not normal. I want to check and make sure my levels are where they should be. I want to feel good! Things have got to change. I can do this!!


Sankat said...

I TOTALLY know the feeling. I hope you can get back to semi normal at least.

Chance's Mom said...

Hey, lets exercise together, yet apart! We'll chose days we are going to exercise and the one that does not exercise on the chosen dates will watch the other one's kids for a little weekend-getaway. The fact that I have way more kids than you should not sway you one way or another on this idea:)